hay pearlfields.. pareho lang tayo..
pero ako, nawalan ng motivation..
_10,constantina, mirage, pearlfields- hindi ko na kayo nakakausap!! i miss you guys :( and if you ever see me looking down sa school, eto ung reasons:
1. may construction sa bahay. pinapaliit nila mommy para maging mas manageable para sa amin.. nahihirapan na kami mag-maintain ng relatively big house dahil
2. we don't plan on having maids na. haha. just last sunday my mom fired ate weng (who had been in our service for about 7 years) and manilyn (ung kapatid). reason? Lola. my grandma and the maids didn't get along, so we fired them. besides, may pagka-klepto pala sila >< they were snitching stuff from right under our noses, and we didn't even notice!!! haha... so much for trust ;P
3. dahil dito, my siblings and i have to do chores. yup.
i bet you never imagined me picking up a broom and sweeping, or doing the laundry (may washing machine naman.. heehee!!^__^)but that's what we're doing now. may problem nga lang kami ng ate ko sa brother namin, kasi presently all he wants to do is to watch bleach. i don't blame him, coz i'm rather addicted to that anime (and it's manga!!!) as well. pero, kapag nainis na ako sa kanya, i ain't gonna do his share of chores anymore, and when i do the laundry i'm gonna leave his clothes in the hamper!! *pfffft!* that lazy bum ><
4. ate and lola... since the maids are gone, wala nang pagbubuhusan ng kanyang "raw" energy si lola. my parents have to go to the office (btw, may seminar kami on australian migration next week.. who's interested? *wink*wink!*) and my siblings and i have to go to school, so she's left alone in the house with the cats (sweepea&johann), the puppies (visa&consul <- tad's pun O.o), and the carpenters. pag-uwi naman namin, nilalabas niya lahat ng kaniyang sama ng loob. ack. eh hindi kaya ni ate na may nagbo-boss around sa kanya, since she's bossy herself, and so their wills and rather undesirable dispositions collide!!! it's such an awesome sight (if one were to look objectively at it, i mean). two short and rather similar-looking persons pitting their tempers against each other, shouting their heads off.
masakit sa ulo, i tell you!
5. my org.. i feel so pressured. i'm trying to do my best to be a self-regulated student, pero dahil sa pressure sa bahay, hindi na ako nakaka concentrate sa acads ko. i strongly feel that i failed the surprise quiz sa span ung thursday!!! at isa pa, dahil sa mga kailangang gawin sa bahay, hindi na ako nakakaparticipate sa org activities.
yesterday may med mission kami and med talk (med talk in collaboration with psychsoc and haribon), but i wasn't able to participate in either coz i had to stay in the hosue with lola. and the construction. grabe.
i spent most of the day in my room, hiding from the dust (i break out in hives kasi) and the noise and trying to study.
naprepressure ako sa org ko kasi feel ko hindi na ako active, and tingin nila i'm slacking sa duties ko. if they only know what i'm going through right now!
6. my two addictions: animes and mangas. i'm trying to regulate my daily intake, kaya i'm also suffering from withdrawal syndromes. sheeesssh!!!
para maubos ung energy ko dito, however, i began transfering my previous manga sharing thread to a new one: http://nearpandemonium.blogspot.com . hehee!! blogspot din :P may it a visit, ne minna? although baka hindi nyo magustuhan ung mangas ko dun.. interested ako sa shounen (action) ngaun eh ^__^ i do have shoujos there for you, of course!! ^_____________^
ayan lang. *hick!* i haven't eaten breakfast yet. which reminds me of another thing, though it might sound really pathetic...
7. dahil wala na kaming maids, si lola nagluluto.. and thus, we haven't been eating well. sa umaga, para hindi mahirapan si lola, we pretend na nagmamadali kami and leave the house even before she can cook, tas dadaan kami sa drivethrough para sa breakfast. kapag talagang late na kami sa school, either sa school na kami nagbre-breakfast or later in the day nalang. for lunch, sa school, or sometimes di na kasi walang time. after school, drivethrough or punta sa mall or somewhere to buy ready-cooked dinners para di na kailangan magluto si lola. Supersize me!!!
pero may selfish reasons din kami kung bakit ayaw namin magluto si lola. mashado na kasing innovative ung mga niluluto niya, if you know what i mean.
she can cook ordinary dishes if she wants to, but no. we know she can do it, but she has to be creative and cook stuff that even my brother is afraid to taste it! at times like this my parents sneak in food from somewhere, pretend that they brought them home as second thoughts, and *yehey!* we eat in peace until somebody says something that gets others started.
ick.
minsan ayoko na nga umuwi eh.
i think i'm suffering from cognitive dissonance..
guys, please save me.
save my sanity >____________<
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