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'lam niyo ba....

'lam niyo bang ang saya saya kahapon????????kahit na super pagod na pagod na ako at wala akong tulog!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! kung gusto niyo malaman...pakwento kau sakin. hahahaha!!! dahil ang haba!!!

'lam niyo ba na nung mga grade 4 tau as in sobrang nagustuhan ko yung the corrs...at kakadownload ko pa lang ng isang kanta nila......

Love Gives Love Takes
Just when i thought i was safe,
You found me in my hiding place,
I'd promised never againI wouldn't give my heart, but then
Closer, closer i moved near you
The way i want you makes me fear you
Love breaks and love divides
Love laughs and love can make you cry
I can't believe the ways
That love can give
And love can take away
I find it hard to explain
It's crazy, but it's happening
And i'm falling again
Much further than i've ever been
I'm falling deeper than the ocean
I am lost in this emotion
Love breaks and love divides
Love laughs and love can make you cry
I can't believe the ways
That love can give
And love can take away
Love can give
And love can take away

nyek....bakit kaya? hahahaha!!!!!!!!!!! bakit kaya ito naman ang nagustuhan kong song ngayon?
secret...habulin niyo ako!! joke!!!!!!!! :P

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just blabbing

i feel like i'm just talking to myself but that's ok coz i like talking to myself....right now, i feel like i don't fit anywhere...like in this room, i do not feel like it is mine...it is not like the place i grew up in and generated too much thoughts for my own good....i don't feel at home anymore....only the clutter matches me....

but then again, maybe it's me....i don't even understand myself anymore...i don't even like clutter but i can say that it matches me....and how come it breaks my heart so much when i know i'm letting this person down....i don't even talk to this person that much....why?why?why?....and the way this person talks to me with much respect is too much.... i don't deserve it....in fact i don't deserve anything....i question my existence here on earth, it's not that i'm not thankful, i am....but why am i here? i can't see my purpose.....do i even have one? will i still live until the moment when i'd finally begin to see why i'm here? can i die without knowing why i'm here?....i ask you then....all of you in this little world of thoughts we call our blog....what have i done for you? am i important in your lives? i seriously need an answer for that....

suddenly i feel so drained.....all i can think of are questions of this moment...i can't think deep anymore...i really want to cry... idon't know.... i can't understand a lot of things....there are so many questions pointed straight at me and i can't even answer any one of them... i just want to stop...to just lie on my bed and not think....or maybe think but about things that will make me happy.... i only dwell on the past, i don't wanna think of the future and even the present.... i wanna go back.....................................

what is love?love is like breathing because you don't notice that you breath but you are indeed breathing every second...to live....it's just like love in the sense that you don't notice it's there however essential it is to you....but unlike breathing, you don't need love to sustain life...you can go on hating everyone and still live....

i wanna be adored.....

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Don't You Dare!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

When someone asks me 'Anong klase kang kapatid?". This is how I will answer:
.... I am the kind of kapatid that will get pissed off when neither one of my parents wakes me up to tell me that my sister-in-law is already manganganak and went to the hospital already.
.... I am the kind of kapatid who will get mad at my parents when they didn't rush to the hospital along with my brother and his pregnant-manganganak-na-wife just because of a freakin' deadline and a freakin' Manny Pacqiuao match.
.... I am the kind of kapatid that will get in trouble because I got angry at my mother and told her to stop doing her stupid book that will never get finished anyway so that she'll rush to her too-young-too-have-a-baby son.
.... I am the kind of kapatid that will readily disregard all my schoolworks just to go to the hospital and meet my newborn niece but, unfortunately, never got to do this because my parents didn't even ask me if I wanted to go to the hospital, and because my parents didn't even tell me that they were already going to the hospital and left wihout me knowing.
.... I am the kind of kapatid that promised my mother last Sunday that I will go to the hospital on Tuesday, and therefore will have to sacrifice my much needed time to hang out at the Tambuk for much-needed signatures and my much-needed time to study for the subjects I'm already failing (i.e. Math, Soc Sci 1, Nat Sci, need i say more?). But sadly, I am the kind of kapatid that never got to fulfill this stupid promise because my mother and sister decided to go along to the hospital without me since I can only get off from classes at 4.00pm and therefore, they would have to wait for a very long time.

So when somebody comments "Anong klase kang kapatid?!!" to me, nasasaktan ako.

...................................

AND so when somebody told me that I don't even care about seeing the baby, not only did i get hurt, I also got so mad. Because that is so NOT true. Ang kapal ng muka!

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finally

baby's out. 5.6 lbs. it's a girl.

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pahabol....

there's no frisson anymore between me and let, me and co-app and me and...well...whoever else i've teamed myself with! argh! i so don't have a life! yeah well...that's all i wanna say... i just wanted to use frisson! hahahaha!!!!!!!!

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ewan!!!

wala na thrill buhay ko dahil wala na ako lovelife!!!!!!! joke! or imagined lovelife!! nag-iilusyon lang! at yung gusto kong i-loveteam sakin sa org ay may loveteam na! joke! basta! windang na ako sa kakagawa ng philippine map mejo lang naka-4 na tries na ako!!!!!!!!!! grrrr!!!!!!!!!!!

mejo lang...marami nang beses ako na-mention ni co-app sa friendster blog niya! miss na kita _10! paramdam ka naman! :)

seriously....for the past um...5 days i've been hating myself, questioning my abilities, doubting if i really deserve everything i've got....or everything i've achieved and am proud of.....hay... i don't even know what happened to me....what bruised my already low self-esteem...maybe it's kuya blank(member ng org din) and maybe too because of what constantina has said to me...that i still have unresolved issues way back in high school....whatever!

i'll just keep waiting. it's alright. i'll keep waiting....

good night! :)

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sawang sawa na ako sa mga prejuidiced! mga grrrrrrrrrrr kayo!

A bigot is a prejudiced person who is intolerant of any opinions differing from their own. Today, it is considered a synonym of narrow-minded.

Bigot is often used as pejorative term against a person who is obstinately devoted to his or her prejudices even when these prejudices are challenged or proven to be false, often engaging these prejudices in a rude and intolerant manner.

-Wikipedia

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mga BWISET

alam niyo ba, habang papunta ko dito sa comp lab ngayon, may nagfifilm ata tas nadaanan ko! e di siyempre sira yung take nila.... inis na inis nga sila, bwiset na bwiset tas may nagparinig: 'bwiset, kasi naman daan ng daan e!' e hello, medyo lang PUBLIC PLACE at DAANAN sila nagfifilm! hindi siya tambayan ng kung anong org or frat o whatever kaya WALA silang karapatan na iimply na kanila yun! bakit, di ba puwedeng dumaan? at wish ko lang videocam yung pinapangfilm nila pero hinde, CELLPHONE lang! e di siyempre hindi halata! grrrrrrrr! kainis sobra! gusto ko ngang magparinig, pero siyempre na shock ako at may hiya rin naman ako no! :D

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wala na si let promise!!!!

as in sobrang promise!!!!!!!!!kasi kanina kasama ko siya for about 20 mins. at wala siyang sinabi sakin kundi "hi" at "upo ka". At binigyan lang niya ako ng tingin na parang sinasabi niya na magpa-sig na ako sa isa pang member dun...tapos nung umalis na siya eyun lang..."bye" lang at ndi pa addressed sakin yun...lahat kami dun yung inaaddress niya.....ay oo nga pala jinoke nya pala ako na wag na siya tawagin na kuya...kasi daw 17 pa lang siya...pero 18 na siya talaga....ayun lang...at medyo nakasimangot pa siya nun kasi siguro naaasar siya dun sa 1 pang member na blockmate ko din....eun lang......call me!!!!!!!!! babagsak na ako sa nat sci dahil sigurado na akong bagsak ako sa test ko kanina!

mejo close na kami ni j---...as in kanina kasama ko siya, blockmate ko at si roxanne(roxiestarshine?) tapos grabe tawa lang ako ng tawa dun....para akong sira...masaya pala rin siyang ka-joke....para akong super duper high kanina! :)

kwento kau!!!!!!

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short answer

sinabi mo ang aking magandang real name. :D Puwede mo pang hanapin, di ko pa naeedit! Quick rant lang muna ako ngayon. Yung chem teacher namin graaaabbbbe mag grade ng post lab reports! Grrrrrrrrrrrrr sobrang binarat niya kami sa puntos! At 'generous' pa daw cya sa lagay na yun!

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mga sagot!!!

1) hey constantina....di ko get? anong buking? kelan kita binuking?

2) kung kasing guwapo siya ni oddball...ok na yun!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! habulin mo na!!!!!!!!!!!! joke!

3) hmm.... si let ay mabait, nakakatawa, kalog at parang katulad ko sa pagiging bangag....sa tingin ko rin matalino siya...feeling ko matalino siya....umm....medyo kamuka niya ang pinaghalong adrian, carlo s., lorenz a. (brother), john, mark a.(isa pang brother na ka-bravo ko)...oo lahat nang yun.....o naiimagine niyo na ba? wala man lang bahid ni typing room o ni oddball....at eto pa....mejo may kasintulad siya kay mr!! kilabot pare! :D pero yun na nga kung hindi mo pagbabasehan ang physical..ok siya kasi mabait talaga siya super...pero parang ndi niya talaga ako kinakausap pag kasama ko si lam niyo na...ngayong taon mga 2 times ko na yun napansin eh i-add mo pa yung last year so siguro mga 6 na beses ko na yun napapansin or more.....hay...pero baka nag-iimagine lang ako... about the whol let thing....kaya i'll just go with the flow muna (yes naman!) .....sa ngayon carlo muna ako....wahahahaha!!!!!!!!

basta yun na muna... mag-aaral muna ako sa nat sci... :) ay sabi nga pala ni john na na-promote pala ako nun to cadet private first class....pareho lang kami ni miguel...pero siya pa rin yung pinili nila na best bravo cadet...stereotype and everything i guess...basta ndi na ako magiging bitter tingkol dun!!!!!!!.....tanong niyo sakin kung may ndi kayo kilala sa minention kong names sa taas kasi ayoko ilagay buong pangalan nila.....

you are the rock
you are the rake
you are the one when i watch myself

we ran into a cave when the wars came closer
she turned into a cave where it turned colder.....

.......to summarize.....this is how i feel today...................

You and the moon are a beautiful sight to me. The stars in your eyes make it really hard to see you. A night in the sun is all I really want. You and me with the best of both for once. Night breaks. My heart could not ache anymore. Am I that easy to ignore? You let your song blow right through me. Your mighty intellect makes you mighty hard to see. Will there come a time for me to be more to you, more to me? Night breaks. My heart could not ache anymore. Am I that easy to ignore?

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ang long-awaited long post! yehey!

Okey, okey, okey. Una, bago ang lahat, puwede niyo bang iremind si Rox tungkol sa aking magandang ID strap? Salamat. Pero diba membe siya dito? Ahaaaay.... :)

Onward sa mga points na iaddress ko:
1) pearlfields, akala ko ba wala tayong bukingan dito? Ba't mo ako binuking? :p

2) hoy pearlfields, humahaba na yung buhok natin ha. Dami mo namang guys! :D Sumasaya ka kamo ngayon? Baka dahil sa kanya! (Kay Kuya M____-let)Wahahaha! In fairness, nagiging close na kayo ha.... puwede, puwede! Basta kung (o kapag?) maging kayo, alalahanin mo yung theme song niyo ha? "Can this be love I'm feeling right now......." :p Sure ka ba talaga na wala siyang itsura? As in zero? Sino sa mga batchmates natin yung kamukha niya? O baka may hidden talent siya?

May ishashare akong kababawan ngayon. May kapitbahay ako na di ko masyadong kilala kasi pumunta kaming states at takot pa ako makipagkaibigan nung nagbalik kami. Anyways, college na siya, 2nd o 3rd year ata. MUKHANG mabait at chinese, medyo kamukha ni Oddball! (paging pearlfields!) Sinubukan nga akong imatch-make ng mga ate ko dun e. Nag New Years Eve kami sa bahay, maraming nagpapaputok sa amin kaya siyempre labas lahat ng magkapitbahay. Nandun siya at ng kuya niya, at kinuha niya ang mga e-mail address naming lahat para i-friendster. Tinawagan pa nga niya ako sa bahay dahil hindi niya maintindihan yung sulat ko. :p Anyways, kaka-add ko lang sa kanya ngayon and guess what? TAGILID guys (o girls)! Haha! Grabe! Parang nag-friendster lang siya para makahanap ng mga dates, o baka di lang siya masyadong imaginative sa profile niya. Basta yung nakasulat, "I'm 5'5", etc! Kilabot! Goodbye! Sayang!

Okey, madami pa akong idadagdag, pero kailangan ko pang pumuntang org meeting kaya mamaya na lagn!

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haaay....

grrr...dami dapat aralin pero yoko pa rin! hhhhhhmmmmmmmmm.........wala rin akong magawa at wala akong masabi.......so bakit ako nag-popost? ewan! na-max out na ata energy ko these past two days...sobrang tagal ko ngang matulog kanina, pambawi...kasi ndi ko na kayang matulog nang maaga...kahit super sakit ng ulo at super inaantok na ako tulad kagabi....ay oo nga pala mirage....yung tungkol sa geog reflection paper mo...madali lang yun...one-page lang yun at kahit bara-bara....makakakuha ka ng perfect score....kaya mo yung tapusin in 30 mins promise! sabihin mo lang na yun yung fave subject mo ok na yun...trust me! ganun ginawa ko last sem eh... :) hahaha! pero totoo na fave subject ko yun last sem..... :) sige....ineexpect ko ang inyong mga post sooner or later. :) (yehey!)

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sorry!

mag popost ako ng MAHABANG-MAHABA bukas. Promise. okey? :)

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wala akong magawa! at adik nako sa blog!

feeling ko si sparky ay on his way home na from LA.....

feeling ko rin na taga-paranaque siya.....

i hate nat sci! i hate soc sci 1! but psych is okay....

all throughout the day, i've ben feeling sssssssooooooooooo sleepy.....

went to tambuk again with blockmate member friend and blockmate applicant friend(?).....

hate that i have no one to talk to right now but myself....again!......

i love life....

for constantina and mirage!!! sat beside let kanina...didn't talk though...just occasional small and i mean SMALL talk.....nothing to ponder about... :)

gtg...my sister's here!!!!

talk to me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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hay naku...

kanina habang nasa buklod isip tambayan (tambuk)....nagpa-sig ako sa mga members...ok naman sila...masaya...pero super ndi ako kumportable....siyempre kasi ako lang applicant dun tapos mejo takot pa ako sa kanila....lam niyo yun...yung nahihiya... :) tpos....ayon nga kay _10...lagi akong nakangiti...na minsan ngiti na lang naibibigay ko...sobrang na-feel ko yun kanina...parang wala na akong ginawa kundi ngumiti...at ngumiti...at ngumiti....muka na akong OT (/auti?) kanina dun!!!!! as in ndi ako nagsasalita...eh papano ndi naman ako maka-relate....pero masaya... :) to sum it up...eto na-fee-feel ko ngyon:

first you look so strong. then you fade away. the sun will blind my eyes. i love you anyway. thirsty for your smile. i watch you for awhile. you are a vapour trail in a deep blue sky.....

tremble with a sigh. glitter in your eye. you seem to come and go. i never seem to know. and all our time. is yours as much as mine. we never had enough. time to show our love.....

joke! syempre ndi yan...lss kolang yan :) hay... i'm sleepy na ..... wow! for the first time ever! ang aga! :)

cge yun lang....see you when i see you....or talk to you when i talk to you...blech!! (mirage...lam na ni constantina name ni let!!)

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