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Tuesday, August 29, 2006
Ok. Tapos na long test sa math. Patay na ako. Wala nang pag-asang pumasa. Akala ata ng prof namin na di kami nag-aaral at gumagawa ng effort, pero ito na ang PINAKA-ARAL ko nang subject ng buong buhay ko at pangit pa rin scores ko. Ayoko na. Bakit ba ganun? Nakakaubos talaga ng self confidence ang math. Pakiramdam ko ang tanga tanga ko talaga at ang bobo bobo. Ay naku. Ayoko na talaga!
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Monday, August 28, 2006
yan kasi...sabi ko sa sarili ko na mag-invisible na lang ako...papansin kasi ako eh kaya nag-available ako...so right now...i'm chatting with someone i'm not really comfortable chatting with...i wonder when it's gonna end...what else should i say?!? hmmm....i make so many outrageous excuses ndi na tuloy kapani-paniwala...so ano na?!?
someone i hate
she thinks she's great unless you state the obvious....song 'to ha...i don't really hate anybody right now...
ok...it's 7:40...dapat tapos na by eight...i'll say i have to eat dinner...although i already ate...ahahahaha...
afghan whigs!!!!!!!!!!!!! lss....man!i didn't sign up for this! alright...15 more minutes to go...
just to post a copy...
Gonzalez: UP breeds destabilizers, naked runners
By Armand Nocum
Inquirer
Last updated 02:25am (Mla time) 08/27/2006
Published on page A5 of the August 27, 2006 issue of the Philippine Daily Inquirer
THIS time Justice Secretary Raul Gonzalez has picked on the University of the Philippines school system, saying it mainly produces militant protesters and fraternity men and women who run around the campus naked.
"That school breeds the destabilizers that haunt the country year after year. They are acting as if they are the only ones who know how to run the country," Gonzalez told the Inquirer yesterday.
He made it clear, however, that he was not assailing the entire university population because "there are many students there who are bright and good."
Interviewed by phone while he was with President Macapagal-Arroyo in Guimaras, Gonzalez pointed to the Oblation run of the APO fraternity as another indication of the kind of students that came from UP.
"I doff my hat to them because they initiate the running of naked people... That's also one kind of culture that they develop there," he said, noting that women had begun to join the naked run as well which is held in December.
"Maybe we are going in that direction... there are now women running naked. I will not be surprised if they will go to school with only their books, nothing more," he said.
Gonzalez made the statements while lamenting that UP was the site of numerous protest rallies and symposia calling for the resignation of President Arroyo.
"In every storm that takes place, UP students are in the forefront," he said. "As a matter of fact, our history will show that since the martial law years, students from UP were the ones who went underground and fought the government. In fact, many of them went to China and never came back."
Bomb-making in labs
Gonzalez said he came to see the militant activism of UP students first-hand during the First Quarter Storm of 1970 when then Sen. Genaro Magsaysay formed a panel to look into the violent protests there and he saw pillbox bombs being assembled in the school laboratories.
He said this was not the way the students should repay the government for giving them a world-class education.
"They should consider the fact that the state is the one paying for their schooling. Why fight the state? Why try to bring it down. I think some degree of gratitude should be there also," he said.
He noted that UP had always been known as a "cradle of leadership" but he was worried that with the way some students there were acting, some serious questions would be raised about the "kind of leaders we will have in the future."
But he said he was "not degrading UP per se," but was only questioning the kind of students that came from it.
'I am well-behaved'
He said the matter of the high "tolerance to education freedom" should be raised to UP officials and teachers during the annual budget hearing for the school.
Asked what school he graduated from, Gonzalez replied: "University of Sto. Tomas... that's why I am well-behaved."
Gonzalez is known for speaking his mind on most issues and creating controversy.
Earlier, when he was asked if he was going to arrest the widow of the late presidential candidate Fernando Poe Jr. for inciting to sedition when she spoke out against President Arroyo, he said she was too pretty to be arrested.
Another time when it was revealed that he was undergoing dialysis for kidney stones, he said that was not what made him launch verbal tirades against critics of Ms Arroyo.
"What does [having the] balls [to say things] got to do with that?" he said when he was asked if the painful passing of stones in his urine was the reason he was grouchy to critics and media people.
yan...kapal ni gonzalez talaga noh? forever na kaya siyang ganyan? why does he have to be rude to everyone? what does he get by being like the way he is? i mean if there is one person i would not want to talk to...siya na ata yun...grabe siya...how can he make such genaralizations/accusations like that...parang he just speaks without thinking...i mean, hindi niya ba naisip magiging reaction ng tao? kung gaano karaming makakalaban niya? c'mmon...nakakaasar yung mga taong ganyan...
ok...conversation's getting more interesting with chatmate...ahahahaha
i'm the most insensitive person ever! i mean she's telling me right now how her mom died and all i can say is "ohh..sorry.." i mean c'mmon aya!
and she's not replying..
ok..i'm extending the chatting minutes...sinc i made the most insensitive comment ever...
she replied...extend it up to 8.15...ahahahha...anyway i got hw to do din naman...
oh gosh...i just changed the subject into something i am more uncomfortable with...induction...i am such a hopeless case! what's wrong with me? why can't i lead conversations into something happier? haay...
ang galing! mas nauna siyang nag-bye! olrayt! i'm free!sorry for the long long long post....ehehehehe...
someone i hate
she thinks she's great unless you state the obvious....song 'to ha...i don't really hate anybody right now...
ok...it's 7:40...dapat tapos na by eight...i'll say i have to eat dinner...although i already ate...ahahahaha...
afghan whigs!!!!!!!!!!!!! lss....man!i didn't sign up for this! alright...15 more minutes to go...
just to post a copy...
Gonzalez: UP breeds destabilizers, naked runners
By Armand Nocum
Inquirer
Last updated 02:25am (Mla time) 08/27/2006
Published on page A5 of the August 27, 2006 issue of the Philippine Daily Inquirer
THIS time Justice Secretary Raul Gonzalez has picked on the University of the Philippines school system, saying it mainly produces militant protesters and fraternity men and women who run around the campus naked.
"That school breeds the destabilizers that haunt the country year after year. They are acting as if they are the only ones who know how to run the country," Gonzalez told the Inquirer yesterday.
He made it clear, however, that he was not assailing the entire university population because "there are many students there who are bright and good."
Interviewed by phone while he was with President Macapagal-Arroyo in Guimaras, Gonzalez pointed to the Oblation run of the APO fraternity as another indication of the kind of students that came from UP.
"I doff my hat to them because they initiate the running of naked people... That's also one kind of culture that they develop there," he said, noting that women had begun to join the naked run as well which is held in December.
"Maybe we are going in that direction... there are now women running naked. I will not be surprised if they will go to school with only their books, nothing more," he said.
Gonzalez made the statements while lamenting that UP was the site of numerous protest rallies and symposia calling for the resignation of President Arroyo.
"In every storm that takes place, UP students are in the forefront," he said. "As a matter of fact, our history will show that since the martial law years, students from UP were the ones who went underground and fought the government. In fact, many of them went to China and never came back."
Bomb-making in labs
Gonzalez said he came to see the militant activism of UP students first-hand during the First Quarter Storm of 1970 when then Sen. Genaro Magsaysay formed a panel to look into the violent protests there and he saw pillbox bombs being assembled in the school laboratories.
He said this was not the way the students should repay the government for giving them a world-class education.
"They should consider the fact that the state is the one paying for their schooling. Why fight the state? Why try to bring it down. I think some degree of gratitude should be there also," he said.
He noted that UP had always been known as a "cradle of leadership" but he was worried that with the way some students there were acting, some serious questions would be raised about the "kind of leaders we will have in the future."
But he said he was "not degrading UP per se," but was only questioning the kind of students that came from it.
'I am well-behaved'
He said the matter of the high "tolerance to education freedom" should be raised to UP officials and teachers during the annual budget hearing for the school.
Asked what school he graduated from, Gonzalez replied: "University of Sto. Tomas... that's why I am well-behaved."
Gonzalez is known for speaking his mind on most issues and creating controversy.
Earlier, when he was asked if he was going to arrest the widow of the late presidential candidate Fernando Poe Jr. for inciting to sedition when she spoke out against President Arroyo, he said she was too pretty to be arrested.
Another time when it was revealed that he was undergoing dialysis for kidney stones, he said that was not what made him launch verbal tirades against critics of Ms Arroyo.
"What does [having the] balls [to say things] got to do with that?" he said when he was asked if the painful passing of stones in his urine was the reason he was grouchy to critics and media people.
yan...kapal ni gonzalez talaga noh? forever na kaya siyang ganyan? why does he have to be rude to everyone? what does he get by being like the way he is? i mean if there is one person i would not want to talk to...siya na ata yun...grabe siya...how can he make such genaralizations/accusations like that...parang he just speaks without thinking...i mean, hindi niya ba naisip magiging reaction ng tao? kung gaano karaming makakalaban niya? c'mmon...nakakaasar yung mga taong ganyan...
ok...conversation's getting more interesting with chatmate...ahahahaha
i'm the most insensitive person ever! i mean she's telling me right now how her mom died and all i can say is "ohh..sorry.." i mean c'mmon aya!
and she's not replying..
ok..i'm extending the chatting minutes...sinc i made the most insensitive comment ever...
she replied...extend it up to 8.15...ahahahha...anyway i got hw to do din naman...
oh gosh...i just changed the subject into something i am more uncomfortable with...induction...i am such a hopeless case! what's wrong with me? why can't i lead conversations into something happier? haay...
ang galing! mas nauna siyang nag-bye! olrayt! i'm free!sorry for the long long long post....ehehehehe...
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Friday, August 25, 2006
Ewan ko kung ano yung pinagsasasabi mo diyan, pearlfields. Mag hunos-dili ka. ;)
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Wednesday, August 23, 2006
nakakaasar talaga pag nakikita mo yung friendster profile ng taong sobrang tagal mo nang gustong makita yung friendster profile tapos yun pala pag makita mo na madidisappoint ka lang kasi ndi sya yung taong guso mo sya maging...o ineexpect mo maging...haay...kahit na ndi ko pa ginagawa hws ko....cge....we'll all float on alright pa rin...haay...ano bang pagkakaiba ng all right at alright? sagutin niyo ako!
bakit screaming infidelities na naman ang pinapakinggan ko? nang alam naman natin, well at least, ako at si constantina, na may naaalala akong taong hindi kaaya-aya kapag naririnig ko yun...haay...member ka man ng isang intelligent frat, i don't care! pare-pareho lang kayo! (well...except talaga yung mga frat na kilala kong matitino naman)
your hair it's everywhere
srceaming infidelities
and taking its wear
one day it's gonna happen...
bakit screaming infidelities na naman ang pinapakinggan ko? nang alam naman natin, well at least, ako at si constantina, na may naaalala akong taong hindi kaaya-aya kapag naririnig ko yun...haay...member ka man ng isang intelligent frat, i don't care! pare-pareho lang kayo! (well...except talaga yung mga frat na kilala kong matitino naman)
your hair it's everywhere
srceaming infidelities
and taking its wear
one day it's gonna happen...
||'| still waiting @ 6:50 PM |'||
Tuesday, August 22, 2006
Aw, pearlfields! :) Alam mo ba naghahanap kami ng nanay ko ng gruyere cheese (na hindi ko rin maprononounce, hindi ka nag-iisa) sa Hi-top nung nakaraang linggo para gumawa ng hi-class cheese balls, pero wala. Haha! Hayaan mo, gawan kita minsan para maalala mo siya. Walang hiya ka nga pala, mag papaburn ka rin daw ng Goong? CDs, bilis!
_10, sa wakas! Akala ko naglaho ka na. Ituloy mo yung sinsabi mo, parang....? ;) Kamusta naman? Ang sarap mo naman, makakabakasyon sa Ilocos... haha! Chem long tests? Kaya mo yan!
Bumalik na samin yung midterms namin sa math. Bagsak ako (as expected). Pero kaya pa rin, kasi konti lang yung bagsak ko. Kelangan ko nang pumasa ng malaki, putek! Kaya ko to! Kailangang kaya! Ayoko nang magkaroon ng isa pang bagsak!!!!!!
_10, sa wakas! Akala ko naglaho ka na. Ituloy mo yung sinsabi mo, parang....? ;) Kamusta naman? Ang sarap mo naman, makakabakasyon sa Ilocos... haha! Chem long tests? Kaya mo yan!
Bumalik na samin yung midterms namin sa math. Bagsak ako (as expected). Pero kaya pa rin, kasi konti lang yung bagsak ko. Kelangan ko nang pumasa ng malaki, putek! Kaya ko to! Kailangang kaya! Ayoko nang magkaroon ng isa pang bagsak!!!!!!
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Monday, August 21, 2006
parang kahapon lang kumain tayo ng gruyere cheese..natatawa ako kasi hanggang ngayon nabubulol pa rin ako kapag sinasabi ko yun...hindi ba kagabi lang katabi pa kita sa sasakyan pabalik ng bahay? tapos kaninang umaga tinawanan pa kita nung sumisigaw ka samin kasi naiinis ka na..
lagi namang ganun kapag andito ka, walang pumapansin sayo...tulad ko...di na nga kita pinapansin at kapag pinansin man kita, lagi na lang kitang inaaway...hindi kasi tayo masyadong magkakilala...napansin mo ba yun? ilang taon lang ba ako nung una kang umalis? malamang ganito na pang palagi...aalis ka...bibisita minsan isang taon...ganito na palagi...
siyempre dun ka na titira...dun ka na "based"....at siyempre ngayon ko lang na-realize yun di ba...ngayon na umalis ka na naman...
kelan mo kaya ulit kami bibisitahin? kelan kaya kita makikilala? hayaan mo, kapag kakain ulit ako ng gruyere cheese...maaalala ulit kita....
lagi namang ganun kapag andito ka, walang pumapansin sayo...tulad ko...di na nga kita pinapansin at kapag pinansin man kita, lagi na lang kitang inaaway...hindi kasi tayo masyadong magkakilala...napansin mo ba yun? ilang taon lang ba ako nung una kang umalis? malamang ganito na pang palagi...aalis ka...bibisita minsan isang taon...ganito na palagi...
siyempre dun ka na titira...dun ka na "based"....at siyempre ngayon ko lang na-realize yun di ba...ngayon na umalis ka na naman...
kelan mo kaya ulit kami bibisitahin? kelan kaya kita makikilala? hayaan mo, kapag kakain ulit ako ng gruyere cheese...maaalala ulit kita....
||'| still waiting @ 6:37 PM |'||
bastos na windows media player!
ayaw mag-open!!!!!!!!!!!kaasar...
ndi dapat yan yung ipopost ko eh...actually sa dami kong gusto ipost ayoko na lang magsimula...anyway..nagmmyspace ako ngayon tapos may band na nag-invite na naman...tapos nakita ko na friend din nila yung band na super gusto ko!!!!!! (sigur ros) pero kung iffriend ko yung sigur ros...kelangan i-update ko na rin yung profile ko dahil wala yung sigur ros sa favorite music ko...yes! nagbukas na ang windows media player!!! :P
you are the rock you are the rake you are the one when i watch (?) myself...
parang ang labo kung watch myself...ndi ko matandaan yung lyrics...nakikinig kasi ng isang cd na mtagal ko nang binurn nung ndi pa nasira yung burner (mga march nasira yung burner ahahahaha)....
for the nth time ito na naman ang sasabihin ko...ayoko na...tapos na ulit...kung anuman yung meron samin dati...ayoko na...tigil na...kasi naman noh...nahihirapan na ako....kasi sobrang lawak na ng nilalakbay ng utak ko kaiisip lang ng kung ano pang pwedeng mangyari...eh wala namang nangyayari...sayang ang efforts ng utak ko....haay....(kung gusto niyo ng more details...pakwento kayo sakin basta tungkol nung sa friday nung nakita ko si jaric)...
ang saya dahil finally nag0hi sakin si louie...on his own...na walang nagsasabi sa kanya na kapatid ako ni lakan....ahahahaha....nakita ko rin kasi siya nung friday nung kasabay ko si mirage...
tapos...nung saturday nagturo ako ng math sa mga bata....math...grabe...kahit grade 6lang tinuruan ko, sobrang nag-doubt pa rin ako kung tama nga yung tinuturo ko...kasi naman biglang sabak ako sa org na yun na nagtuturo ng mga bata...ng di man lang alam yung nature ng org nila at kung anuman yung ituturo ko at yung lesson plan (yung org nga pala ay isang org sa ateneo na alam ni constantina...yung kaingin)...para kasi yun sa lingkod-aral ko sa psych 108 o sikolohiyang pilipino...tinatamad akong magkwento dito pero gusto ko talaga siya ikwento kaya kung makausap ko kayo...mag-expect na kayo na ikkuwento ko yun...
tapos kahapon...nag-tagaytay/batangas (di ba batangas yung nasugpo?) ... wala akong masasabi...kakapagod na ndi masaya...ahahahaha...basta may mga factors kasi....
tapos ngayon..aalis na si hiyas...na-postpone kasi yung flight niya...and finally aalis na siya ngayon....
un lang...mejo sad eh....
ndi dapat yan yung ipopost ko eh...actually sa dami kong gusto ipost ayoko na lang magsimula...anyway..nagmmyspace ako ngayon tapos may band na nag-invite na naman...tapos nakita ko na friend din nila yung band na super gusto ko!!!!!! (sigur ros) pero kung iffriend ko yung sigur ros...kelangan i-update ko na rin yung profile ko dahil wala yung sigur ros sa favorite music ko...yes! nagbukas na ang windows media player!!! :P
you are the rock you are the rake you are the one when i watch (?) myself...
parang ang labo kung watch myself...ndi ko matandaan yung lyrics...nakikinig kasi ng isang cd na mtagal ko nang binurn nung ndi pa nasira yung burner (mga march nasira yung burner ahahahaha)....
for the nth time ito na naman ang sasabihin ko...ayoko na...tapos na ulit...kung anuman yung meron samin dati...ayoko na...tigil na...kasi naman noh...nahihirapan na ako....kasi sobrang lawak na ng nilalakbay ng utak ko kaiisip lang ng kung ano pang pwedeng mangyari...eh wala namang nangyayari...sayang ang efforts ng utak ko....haay....(kung gusto niyo ng more details...pakwento kayo sakin basta tungkol nung sa friday nung nakita ko si jaric)...
ang saya dahil finally nag0hi sakin si louie...on his own...na walang nagsasabi sa kanya na kapatid ako ni lakan....ahahahaha....nakita ko rin kasi siya nung friday nung kasabay ko si mirage...
tapos...nung saturday nagturo ako ng math sa mga bata....math...grabe...kahit grade 6lang tinuruan ko, sobrang nag-doubt pa rin ako kung tama nga yung tinuturo ko...kasi naman biglang sabak ako sa org na yun na nagtuturo ng mga bata...ng di man lang alam yung nature ng org nila at kung anuman yung ituturo ko at yung lesson plan (yung org nga pala ay isang org sa ateneo na alam ni constantina...yung kaingin)...para kasi yun sa lingkod-aral ko sa psych 108 o sikolohiyang pilipino...tinatamad akong magkwento dito pero gusto ko talaga siya ikwento kaya kung makausap ko kayo...mag-expect na kayo na ikkuwento ko yun...
tapos kahapon...nag-tagaytay/batangas (di ba batangas yung nasugpo?) ... wala akong masasabi...kakapagod na ndi masaya...ahahahaha...basta may mga factors kasi....
tapos ngayon..aalis na si hiyas...na-postpone kasi yung flight niya...and finally aalis na siya ngayon....
un lang...mejo sad eh....
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Friday, August 18, 2006
okay...haha... currently watching bring it on 3... pero wala ako maintindihan dahil nasa harap din ako ng pc..
miss you guys!!!
parang halos wala na rin ako makausap sa inyo eh... from time to time nakakausap ko sa phone si aya...pero ang iba?? nasan na kayo?? paramdam naman!!! tracie!!! ewan ko lang ha... pero parang...aaahhhh dont mind... :)
busy for the next 2 weeks...
biogyugan on aug25
going to ilocos aug25-28
chemlab exam aug31
chemlec exam sep 2
okay...okay... pray for me...hehehheheheh...
sana kahit minsan visit naman kayo sa manila...hehehe
waaaahhhh...text text kung kelan kayo free para naman labas tayo minsan... :)
miss you guys!!!
parang halos wala na rin ako makausap sa inyo eh... from time to time nakakausap ko sa phone si aya...pero ang iba?? nasan na kayo?? paramdam naman!!! tracie!!! ewan ko lang ha... pero parang...aaahhhh dont mind... :)
busy for the next 2 weeks...
biogyugan on aug25
going to ilocos aug25-28
chemlab exam aug31
chemlec exam sep 2
okay...okay... pray for me...hehehheheheh...
sana kahit minsan visit naman kayo sa manila...hehehe
waaaahhhh...text text kung kelan kayo free para naman labas tayo minsan... :)
||'| still waiting @ 10:08 PM |'||
Monday, August 14, 2006
What does it take, how long must i wait?
from this place is a prison by the postal service...naantig kasi ang damdamin ko...nyak! ahahahaha!
basta ganito yun...tulad nung kay sparky(naaalala nyo pa naman kung sino siya di ba) ganun din yung kay textmate...pero kung tutuusin mas malala yung kay sparky....kasi yung kay textmate...wala na ako nararamdaman eh...nakakapanghinayang pero yun lang...kahit na curious pa rin ako sa kanya at madalas ay tinitingnan ko pa rin yung profile niya...wala na talaga eh... :P masaya na ba kayo? masaya na ako...kakayanin...
ang ganda kasi ng playlist ko ngayon eh....
Well, I know there's a reason to change.
Well, I know there's a time for us.
You think about the good times
And you live with all the bad.
You can feel it in the air,
Feeling right this time of year.
--this time of year by better than ezra
dapat mag-aaral na ako eh...pero i have to voice this out...medyo ayoko lang orally kasi wala ako sa mood eh...ehehehehe...
So I walk upon high
And I step to the edge
To see my world below
And I laugh at myself
While the tears roll down
'Cause it's the world I know
It's the world I know
--the world i know by collective soul
gusto ko yung as lovers go ng dashboard...kaso mas gusto ko yung isang version na napakinggan ko sa launch cast radio...ahahaha... constantina, download mo ito: njosnavelin....secret kung sino ang artist :P
basta ganito yun...tulad nung kay sparky(naaalala nyo pa naman kung sino siya di ba) ganun din yung kay textmate...pero kung tutuusin mas malala yung kay sparky....kasi yung kay textmate...wala na ako nararamdaman eh...nakakapanghinayang pero yun lang...kahit na curious pa rin ako sa kanya at madalas ay tinitingnan ko pa rin yung profile niya...wala na talaga eh... :P masaya na ba kayo? masaya na ako...kakayanin...
ang ganda kasi ng playlist ko ngayon eh....
Well, I know there's a reason to change.
Well, I know there's a time for us.
You think about the good times
And you live with all the bad.
You can feel it in the air,
Feeling right this time of year.
--this time of year by better than ezra
dapat mag-aaral na ako eh...pero i have to voice this out...medyo ayoko lang orally kasi wala ako sa mood eh...ehehehehe...
So I walk upon high
And I step to the edge
To see my world below
And I laugh at myself
While the tears roll down
'Cause it's the world I know
It's the world I know
--the world i know by collective soul
gusto ko yung as lovers go ng dashboard...kaso mas gusto ko yung isang version na napakinggan ko sa launch cast radio...ahahaha... constantina, download mo ito: njosnavelin....secret kung sino ang artist :P
||'| still waiting @ 5:40 PM |'||
Sunday, August 13, 2006
*dapat ang ost ay this time of year ng better than ezra*
ang sad...ewan kung bakit...epekto lang siguro to ng always and forever kong relationship with my sipon....haay...wala pa akong nagagawa...two pages pa lang ng isang chapter ang nababasa ko sa apat na chapters na dapat babasahin sa 110....exam na naman...pagod na ako bumagsak...ndi pa ako bumabagsak nang ganito kalala...waaahhh...bwiset na math! nakakapagod din pala ang 2 nights na nagpaparty...hahahaha...as if party yung mga pinuntahan ko....more of hotel hopping....
nung friday: saya kasi nakita ko ulit si jett....nag-bye siya at tinatawag na niya ako ngayong PREDIS (after predis children's orchestra)...grabe after a long long time na pinangarap kong makita ko siya, nakita ko siya!!! in person!!! ndi lang sa mga pictures sa site ng silent sanct...ahahahhaha....at nakita/nakausap ko rin yung ka-close ko sa orchestra dati...si maricor(yung sa matilda)....ang galing2 talaga kasi after 6 yearsnakita ko ring silang mga kasama ko dati sa violin...kaso siyempre bitter pa rin ako kasi kung ndi ako nag-quit sana manila symphony orchestra na rin ako...kanglebel din nila...minsan iniisip ko kung tama ba tong ginagawa ako...na umiba ako ng landas...kasi kung malamang nagviviolin pa ako...yun na yung future ko...tulad ng sa ate ko...tulad nila maricor...eh di sana walang math di ba? at wa;ang mga bagsak bagsak....
nung saturday: unang nagkasakit...tuloy2 hanggang ngayon...anniv nyt ng buklod....yoko na magcomment...there were good things....there were bad...ahahahaha...may mga issues kasi ako eh...and i was too tired to even think....
oh yeah....wala na...si...tuesday pa...ansaya di ba? last time ko na imemention to...para lang iinform kayo....
here i'm alive
everything all of the time....radiohead na ngayon...idioteque....
ang sad...ewan kung bakit...epekto lang siguro to ng always and forever kong relationship with my sipon....haay...wala pa akong nagagawa...two pages pa lang ng isang chapter ang nababasa ko sa apat na chapters na dapat babasahin sa 110....exam na naman...pagod na ako bumagsak...ndi pa ako bumabagsak nang ganito kalala...waaahhh...bwiset na math! nakakapagod din pala ang 2 nights na nagpaparty...hahahaha...as if party yung mga pinuntahan ko....more of hotel hopping....
nung friday: saya kasi nakita ko ulit si jett....nag-bye siya at tinatawag na niya ako ngayong PREDIS (after predis children's orchestra)...grabe after a long long time na pinangarap kong makita ko siya, nakita ko siya!!! in person!!! ndi lang sa mga pictures sa site ng silent sanct...ahahahhaha....at nakita/nakausap ko rin yung ka-close ko sa orchestra dati...si maricor(yung sa matilda)....ang galing2 talaga kasi after 6 yearsnakita ko ring silang mga kasama ko dati sa violin...kaso siyempre bitter pa rin ako kasi kung ndi ako nag-quit sana manila symphony orchestra na rin ako...kanglebel din nila...minsan iniisip ko kung tama ba tong ginagawa ako...na umiba ako ng landas...kasi kung malamang nagviviolin pa ako...yun na yung future ko...tulad ng sa ate ko...tulad nila maricor...eh di sana walang math di ba? at wa;ang mga bagsak bagsak....
nung saturday: unang nagkasakit...tuloy2 hanggang ngayon...anniv nyt ng buklod....yoko na magcomment...there were good things....there were bad...ahahahaha...may mga issues kasi ako eh...and i was too tired to even think....
oh yeah....wala na...si...tuesday pa...ansaya di ba? last time ko na imemention to...para lang iinform kayo....
here i'm alive
everything all of the time....radiohead na ngayon...idioteque....
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Thursday, August 10, 2006
parang di mo binasa post ko ha! wala ka bang mai-cocomment? hahahaha. Baka gusto mong baguhin yung mga YM ninyo, malay mo bigla lang niyang maisipan na isearch yung yahoo ID niya.... ;)
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Wednesday, August 09, 2006
bagsak. sa math. sa lahat. daming gagawin....nakakapagod...kaya...kwento na lang...
yehey!yehey!yehey!
conversation kay jaric sa ym....
jaricbernabe: bat mo tinatanong kung nakakuha ako ng baboy?
pearlfields88: wala lang...marami akong tinatanong kasi marami ata ndi nakakuha...
pearlfields88: nakakuha ka?
jaricbernabe: oo
pearlfields88: ah ok....
jaricbernabe: gs2 pa nga hingin ng mga pulubi eh
pearlfields88: sinong pulubi?
jaricbernabe: ung mga nasa labas
pearlfields88: ng?
jaricbernabe: don henricos
pearlfields88: ahh...talaga?
jaricbernabe: oo
jaricbernabe: gago nga eh
jaricbernabe: sarap sapakin
pearlfields88: sama
jaricbernabe: nyahaha
jaricbernabe: ndi kita aasarin kay jerick
pearlfields88: para ngang inasar mo na ako ngayon
jaricbernabe: bakit?
pearlfields88: eh kasi minention mo eh
pearlfields88: kaklase mo ba siya?
jaricbernabe: oo
jaricbernabe: niyayaya nga ako sa emc2 eh
pearlfields88: bkt di ka pumayag?
pearlfields88: ahahahaha
jaricbernabe: yoko eh
pearlfields88: ano bng meron sa emc2?
pearlfields88: eh bakit sya nagemc2?
jaricbernabe: ewan
pearlfields88: as in ngayong summer langg ba yun? o llast year pa? di ba bawal?
jaricbernabe: last sem pa
pearlfields88: talaga?
pearlfields88: eh di ba bawal?
*pause*
pearlfields88: sinabi mo ba?!?
jaricbernabe: ndi nga
jaricbernabe: bat ang kulit nyo?!
pearlfields88: naninigurado lang.....ahahahaha
pearlfields88: nagccwts ka b? halohalo ba kau sa engg? ano raw project niyo?
jaricbernabe: ndi
pearlfields88: ahhhh
pearlfields88: nabasa ng orgmate ko blog natin! kasama dun yungg mga nakkahiyang mga bagay na nangyari nung friday at mga sikreto ko! nakakahiya! ahahahaha
pearlfields88: ay mali!
pearlfields88: sorry!
pearlfields88: kay racie dapat un...
pearlfields88: tracie
un lang muna.... :P
yehey!yehey!yehey!
conversation kay jaric sa ym....
jaricbernabe: bat mo tinatanong kung nakakuha ako ng baboy?
pearlfields88: wala lang...marami akong tinatanong kasi marami ata ndi nakakuha...
pearlfields88: nakakuha ka?
jaricbernabe: oo
pearlfields88: ah ok....
jaricbernabe: gs2 pa nga hingin ng mga pulubi eh
pearlfields88: sinong pulubi?
jaricbernabe: ung mga nasa labas
pearlfields88: ng?
jaricbernabe: don henricos
pearlfields88: ahh...talaga?
jaricbernabe: oo
jaricbernabe: gago nga eh
jaricbernabe: sarap sapakin
pearlfields88: sama
jaricbernabe: nyahaha
jaricbernabe: ndi kita aasarin kay jerick
pearlfields88: para ngang inasar mo na ako ngayon
jaricbernabe: bakit?
pearlfields88: eh kasi minention mo eh
pearlfields88: kaklase mo ba siya?
jaricbernabe: oo
jaricbernabe: niyayaya nga ako sa emc2 eh
pearlfields88: bkt di ka pumayag?
pearlfields88: ahahahaha
jaricbernabe: yoko eh
pearlfields88: ano bng meron sa emc2?
pearlfields88: eh bakit sya nagemc2?
jaricbernabe: ewan
pearlfields88: as in ngayong summer langg ba yun? o llast year pa? di ba bawal?
jaricbernabe: last sem pa
pearlfields88: talaga?
pearlfields88: eh di ba bawal?
*pause*
pearlfields88: sinabi mo ba?!?
jaricbernabe: ndi nga
jaricbernabe: bat ang kulit nyo?!
pearlfields88: naninigurado lang.....ahahahaha
pearlfields88: nagccwts ka b? halohalo ba kau sa engg? ano raw project niyo?
jaricbernabe: ndi
pearlfields88: ahhhh
pearlfields88: nabasa ng orgmate ko blog natin! kasama dun yungg mga nakkahiyang mga bagay na nangyari nung friday at mga sikreto ko! nakakahiya! ahahahaha
pearlfields88: ay mali!
pearlfields88: sorry!
pearlfields88: kay racie dapat un...
pearlfields88: tracie
un lang muna.... :P
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Eto. Ang sama ng araw ko. Pinaulit sakin yung lab experiment dahil hindi ko nakuha yung mga kailangan na cations. Pagkatapos, nagplop ako sa isang chair at hinanap ang aking cellphone. Kapa sa pocket. Wala. Tingin sa bag. Wala. Tingin sa isa pang pocket ng bag. Wala pa rin?!?!?!? Buwiset! Wala talaga! E di nagpapanic na ako! Hiniram ko yung phone ng blockmate ko tas tinawagan. Aba, nagrring! Tas biglang may sumagot! Banat ko kaagad ay isang mataray na mataray na
'SINO KA?!?!?!'
Hindi siya sumagot. O parang may sinabi na hindi ko marinig. Kaya sabi ko
'HA? ANO? HA?'
Pero hindi yung masyadong galit, yung tipong hindi talaga makarinig! Tapos, inexplain niya sa akin na iniwan ng may-ari ng phone ang phone sa kanilang Math class (!). E di siyempre sinabi ko na ako yung may-ari. Tas sabi niya,
'O sige, balik ko na lang sa yo bukas ng Math' na parang gulat na gulat. E di nag ok ako tas binaba ko na. Nung pagkababa ng pagkababa ko e dun ko lang napansin na HINDI KO SIYA PINASALAMATAN NI ISANG BESES! Tinarayan ko pa siya ng todo nung una! Naawa talaga ako sa tao at nahiya ako sa sarili ko. Pinulot na nga yung cellphone mo, isosoli sa yo tas wala ka man lang ni isang salitang salamat na binitaw? Grabe ka, Constantina! Tuloy, nahihiya ako sa kanya. Tinext ko siya kaagad pagkatapos kong tumawag ng mga 'Uy, salamat talaga at nakita mo yung phone ko' blah blah blah pero kahit na! Sobrang hindi ko siya matitignan ng diretso bukas!
'SINO KA?!?!?!'
Hindi siya sumagot. O parang may sinabi na hindi ko marinig. Kaya sabi ko
'HA? ANO? HA?'
Pero hindi yung masyadong galit, yung tipong hindi talaga makarinig! Tapos, inexplain niya sa akin na iniwan ng may-ari ng phone ang phone sa kanilang Math class (!). E di siyempre sinabi ko na ako yung may-ari. Tas sabi niya,
'O sige, balik ko na lang sa yo bukas ng Math' na parang gulat na gulat. E di nag ok ako tas binaba ko na. Nung pagkababa ng pagkababa ko e dun ko lang napansin na HINDI KO SIYA PINASALAMATAN NI ISANG BESES! Tinarayan ko pa siya ng todo nung una! Naawa talaga ako sa tao at nahiya ako sa sarili ko. Pinulot na nga yung cellphone mo, isosoli sa yo tas wala ka man lang ni isang salitang salamat na binitaw? Grabe ka, Constantina! Tuloy, nahihiya ako sa kanya. Tinext ko siya kaagad pagkatapos kong tumawag ng mga 'Uy, salamat talaga at nakita mo yung phone ko' blah blah blah pero kahit na! Sobrang hindi ko siya matitignan ng diretso bukas!
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Saturday, August 05, 2006
hahahaha....joke lang...ndi pala olts yung party ko tulad nung una kong inexpect...may mga parts nga lang na ndi ko totally inexpect st sana ay pwede ko na lang burahin sa mga minds ng mga taong tulad ng pamilya ko...i know you guys know how i feel about it naman kaya ayoko na pagtuunan pa ng pansin....baka maiyak lang ulit ako....anyway....i finally admitted that i like textmate....pero sana tama ako sa desidyon kong i like him na...kasi nag-eexpect na naman ako and if things go wrong na naman...lam na natin kung anong mangyayari...ahahahaha...sana trama ako na sabihing may naramramdaman din siya kahit 40% man lang...sana hindi naman niya winewaste ang efforts nya sakin...natatakot ako mag-assume ulit...sana yung text nya kagabi ay talagang nanggaling lang sa kanya at hindi gfaling from other friends....sana yung mga tinetext nya sakin ay meaningful para sa kanya...at sana ndi lang niya ako tinetext dahil gusto lang niya ng textmete o sobra lang siyang mabait at gusto niya akong pasiyahin...sana may bahid ng 'romantic eklavu'. sana i'm right this time...guys nga pala...thanks for everything...
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