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Thursday, May 31, 2007
para kay starshine...pearlfields ito
nasa japan ata siya dito at para siyang lasing...hahahaha..tapos siya na ngayon si john hoon
para naman kina constantina at _10...meron daaw parang press con si rain sa china tapos sinabi niya dun na i want to get married quickly and have a daughter as pretty as song hye kyo....
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nakakainis! tapos na...tapos ang bagal ng veoh video kaya di ko pa mapanood...waaahh!!!!! sana may nagbebenta na sa divisoria kasi baka pumunta kami bukas...nyway...eto yung super nakakaaliw na ringtone dun ni lee dae hee...
tapos ito pa yung 2 ost na gusto kaso ndi ko makita sa limewire! grrness!
yun na muna..._10! salamat sa pag-upload n pics...constantina at starshine...kau rin sana! hehe
CONSTANTINA...
Happy Birthday!
Maogmang Pagkamundag!
Masadya gid nga adlaw sa imo pagkatawo!
Malipayong adlaw nga natawhan!
Sun Yat Fai Lok!
qu ni sheng er kuai le!
oyeux Anniversaire!
Alles Gute zum Geburtstag!
Saeng il chuk ha ham ni da!
Otanjou-bi Omedetou Gozaimasu!
Maligayang Bati Sa Iyong Kaarawan!
San leaz quiet lo!
Yesterday, I went to UPD unplanned. I was with a friend whom constantina and mirage also met yesterday. Afterwards, we met up with Ate & a few of her friends. Kuwento kuwentos lang. Julie (the friend I was talking about earlier) really liked constantina and mirage. Kasi siguro she did not feel OP kahit na ngayon lang sila nagkakilala. Mirage even told Julie a bit about her 'love' life. Haha! Hindi nagkausap na sila constantina and julie kasi umalis julie w/ another friend...
Naiinis lang kasi ako na when I met up w/ ate and friends, nao-OP talaga ako. Ewan ko lang ha. I don't feel that kapag friends naman ng ibang tao yung nakakasalamuha ko. I even asked Joy kung kinakausap ba siya ng mga kaibigan ni ate kapag nakikita niya sile and she said yes. Haaay... Ako ba may problema? Iniisip ko lang na kaya siguro hindi nila ako kinaka-usap kasi may kasama ako. At tsaka hindi rin naman sila (ate & friends) nag-uusap, may kaniya-kaniya rin silang mundo kahapon.
Tapos, nung uuwi na si Julie, sabi ko kay ate sasama na lang ako kay Julie paalis, at hindi na ako sasama sa kaniya manood ng play. Nagalit siya sakin, kaya sinabi ko sige na manonood na ako ng play. Tinatanong ko siya nung una if she's going w/ someone and if she still wants me to accompany her. Ang sinagot niya sa akin bahala ka... tapos magagalit siya sakin. Yun, umalis si Julie mag-isa. By that time, I am really trying to call Mirage para samahan niya ako until 7. Kasi naman, isipin niyo... 5:30pm pa lang yun... 7 yung play. E di mas-stuck ako sa kanila na wala akong kausap, kasi mukhang wala naman silang planong magsalita (even ate).
At alam niyo kung anong sinabi sakin ni Julie nung hinatid ko siya sa sakayan? Sabi niya, "Bakit binu-bully-bully ka ng Ate mo?" <<referring dun sa pinagalitan niya ako nung sinabi ko sasama na lang ako kay julie pauwi>>
Sa totoo, iniisip ko rin yan. And usually she does that in front of other people(madalas sa friends niya). Sabi ko na nga lang kay Julie na hindi ko alam at sabi ko rin na hindi niya yan ginagawa kay Joy. Ang sabi ni Julie, "Ewan ko lang ha..."<< i'm not sure what she meant by that>>
Honestly, it felt like she was putting me on the spot na alam niyang hindi naman ako sasagot sa kaniya. It doesn't mean na hindi ko siya sinasagot-sagot, inaaway ko din siya. Pero, in situations like that, hindi ko talaga alam sasabihin ko sa kaniya. Nakakahiya lang na she had to do that in front of others. Naiipit kaya ako sa ganun. Hindi ko alam kung ginagawa niya yan dahil gusto niya ipakita sa iba na sunud-sunuran lang ako sa kaniya, na superior siya sakin o kung anuman. Hindi ko na lang siya sinagit dahil mapapahiya kami sa mga kaibigan namin (no, mas concerned ako na mapahiya sa harap ni Julie) at I might end up crying(no joke), kasi lagi naman ganun pag nag-aaway kami.
I even remember telling Julie na "Kapag inaway ako ni Ate, sasama na ako sa'yo umuwi," before going to Oz. Siyempre hindi ko na yan nagawa dahil sa pag-uwi ko nga siya nagalit.
Tapos sinabi sa akin ni Ate na one of her friends asked her "Sila ba?" <<Julie at ako>>
Natawa nga ako eh. Sa itsura ba namin mukha kaming 'kami'?? Sa buong buhay ko wala pa naman nagtanong sa akin kung tomboy ba ako, o kung meronmang nag-isip walang naglakas ng loob na tanungin nga ako. Siguro yung mga nag-iisip na bakla ako mas marami pa. Well, sobrang additional kuwento lang yan kasi naman, nakakatawa siya ha.... Napag-isip nga ako kung ganun ba talaga ako kumilos. Wait 'til he hear me talk, I don't think iisipin nga niyang tomboy ako. Baka sa clouds na naka-tira ang mga sawa by time na mangyari yan.
At tsaka siguro ganun lang talaga, iba-iba lang makitungo ang mga tao.... at siguro wala rin sa kanila ang problem, baka nasa akin din.
tapos ito pa yung 2 ost na gusto kaso ndi ko makita sa limewire! grrness!
yun na muna..._10! salamat sa pag-upload n pics...constantina at starshine...kau rin sana! hehe
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Tuesday, May 22, 2007
CONSTANTINA...
Happy Birthday!
Maogmang Pagkamundag!
Masadya gid nga adlaw sa imo pagkatawo!
Malipayong adlaw nga natawhan!
Sun Yat Fai Lok!
qu ni sheng er kuai le!
oyeux Anniversaire!
Alles Gute zum Geburtstag!
Saeng il chuk ha ham ni da!
Otanjou-bi Omedetou Gozaimasu!
Maligayang Bati Sa Iyong Kaarawan!
San leaz quiet lo!
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Saturday, May 12, 2007
constantina and mirage:
Thanks for your time yesterday!!! Kahit na pabigla-bigla pagsabi ko okay lang sa inyo...mirage:
M really really sorry about last night. We were supposed to stay sa Oz until 7, I think. Then ate told me that we have to go earlier kasi baka maubusan kami ng seats...Yesterday, I went to UPD unplanned. I was with a friend whom constantina and mirage also met yesterday. Afterwards, we met up with Ate & a few of her friends. Kuwento kuwentos lang. Julie (the friend I was talking about earlier) really liked constantina and mirage. Kasi siguro she did not feel OP kahit na ngayon lang sila nagkakilala. Mirage even told Julie a bit about her 'love' life. Haha! Hindi nagkausap na sila constantina and julie kasi umalis julie w/ another friend...
Naiinis lang kasi ako na when I met up w/ ate and friends, nao-OP talaga ako. Ewan ko lang ha. I don't feel that kapag friends naman ng ibang tao yung nakakasalamuha ko. I even asked Joy kung kinakausap ba siya ng mga kaibigan ni ate kapag nakikita niya sile and she said yes. Haaay... Ako ba may problema? Iniisip ko lang na kaya siguro hindi nila ako kinaka-usap kasi may kasama ako. At tsaka hindi rin naman sila (ate & friends) nag-uusap, may kaniya-kaniya rin silang mundo kahapon.
Tapos, nung uuwi na si Julie, sabi ko kay ate sasama na lang ako kay Julie paalis, at hindi na ako sasama sa kaniya manood ng play. Nagalit siya sakin, kaya sinabi ko sige na manonood na ako ng play. Tinatanong ko siya nung una if she's going w/ someone and if she still wants me to accompany her. Ang sinagot niya sa akin bahala ka... tapos magagalit siya sakin. Yun, umalis si Julie mag-isa. By that time, I am really trying to call Mirage para samahan niya ako until 7. Kasi naman, isipin niyo... 5:30pm pa lang yun... 7 yung play. E di mas-stuck ako sa kanila na wala akong kausap, kasi mukhang wala naman silang planong magsalita (even ate).
At alam niyo kung anong sinabi sakin ni Julie nung hinatid ko siya sa sakayan? Sabi niya, "Bakit binu-bully-bully ka ng Ate mo?" <<referring dun sa pinagalitan niya ako nung sinabi ko sasama na lang ako kay julie pauwi>>
Sa totoo, iniisip ko rin yan. And usually she does that in front of other people(madalas sa friends niya). Sabi ko na nga lang kay Julie na hindi ko alam at sabi ko rin na hindi niya yan ginagawa kay Joy. Ang sabi ni Julie, "Ewan ko lang ha..."<< i'm not sure what she meant by that>>
Honestly, it felt like she was putting me on the spot na alam niyang hindi naman ako sasagot sa kaniya. It doesn't mean na hindi ko siya sinasagot-sagot, inaaway ko din siya. Pero, in situations like that, hindi ko talaga alam sasabihin ko sa kaniya. Nakakahiya lang na she had to do that in front of others. Naiipit kaya ako sa ganun. Hindi ko alam kung ginagawa niya yan dahil gusto niya ipakita sa iba na sunud-sunuran lang ako sa kaniya, na superior siya sakin o kung anuman. Hindi ko na lang siya sinagit dahil mapapahiya kami sa mga kaibigan namin (no, mas concerned ako na mapahiya sa harap ni Julie) at I might end up crying(no joke), kasi lagi naman ganun pag nag-aaway kami.
I even remember telling Julie na "Kapag inaway ako ni Ate, sasama na ako sa'yo umuwi," before going to Oz. Siyempre hindi ko na yan nagawa dahil sa pag-uwi ko nga siya nagalit.
Tapos sinabi sa akin ni Ate na one of her friends asked her "Sila ba?" <<Julie at ako>>
Natawa nga ako eh. Sa itsura ba namin mukha kaming 'kami'?? Sa buong buhay ko wala pa naman nagtanong sa akin kung tomboy ba ako, o kung meronmang nag-isip walang naglakas ng loob na tanungin nga ako. Siguro yung mga nag-iisip na bakla ako mas marami pa. Well, sobrang additional kuwento lang yan kasi naman, nakakatawa siya ha.... Napag-isip nga ako kung ganun ba talaga ako kumilos. Wait 'til he hear me talk, I don't think iisipin nga niyang tomboy ako. Baka sa clouds na naka-tira ang mga sawa by time na mangyari yan.
At tsaka siguro ganun lang talaga, iba-iba lang makitungo ang mga tao.... at siguro wala rin sa kanila ang problem, baka nasa akin din.
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Friday, May 11, 2007
_10, thanks for our talk..nga pala, you know my classmate i told you about na nagpaparamdam, well, mas lalo na ngaun. i think he wrote an essay about me.yup,me.ipapaedit sa groupmates at ipapasa un kay maam.goshness,nakakhiya.anyway,im still praying for you.
ctina,thanks for telling me.we have to talk guys.
pfields,especially you. we have to talk with you.i think you know why. im sorry it took me weeks to know.
and oh, i like your conversation.hehe.super kulit.ang galing.
star, i like our pic:)
i love you guys.
cant wait to see you all.
*hugs*
ctina,thanks for telling me.we have to talk guys.
pfields,especially you. we have to talk with you.i think you know why. im sorry it took me weeks to know.
and oh, i like your conversation.hehe.super kulit.ang galing.
star, i like our pic:)
i love you guys.
cant wait to see you all.
*hugs*
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Monday, May 07, 2007
hindi makakasalita sa katatawa- constantina
Men! Hahahahaha! Grabe men! Sobrang nilaro lang natin yun exercise! Woohoohoo! Oo nga, parang ikaw yung sumasagot! Ako ba talaga yan? Ang sabog natin sobra! Kung nakita niyo lang ako nung binukas ko yung blog, sobrang tawang-tawa ako! Wag mong itapon yan ha! At excuse me, pati ako napahiya! Kasalanan ba natin na sumusunod tayo sa instructions ni ma'm? :p
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kurt cobain to thomas alva edison..pearlfields
nakakatawa talaga ito: habang naghahanap ako ng white papers para ibigay sa org...hmmm...may nahanap ako...
Interviewee: Thomas Alva Edison
Interviewer: Kurt Cobain
Position applied for: Ice Cream Seller
1) What made you decide to apply for the position of an ice cream seller?
Being an ice cream seller will exercise my skills in selling.
2) Why of all ice cream companies did you choose to apply to Manong Sorbetero's?
Because Manong Sorbetero's has green tea ice cream, my favorite flavor.
3)You have attained a high level of education. Why are you applying for this kind of position?
I don't really need a job. I was thinking of just having fun.
4) Do you have your own family to support?
No.
5) Are you parents still employed?
Yes.
6) Are you willing to work for eight hours a day in the sun or rain? Why?
Yes, because it'll be fun.
7) How much was your salary from your last job?
P640 a day.
8) Why didd you quit your last job?
I was not having fun anymore and the company didn't recognize my ideas.
9) What are your expecations for this job?
It will be hard but fun.
10) Do you think you are ready for this job?
Of course.
110 What makes you different from other applicants/
I am very hardworking and I have a positive outlook.
12) What can ou contribute as an oce cream seller for the company?
I can be fun for everybody,
13) What will you do to attract more customers?
I will be friendly to them.
14) Do you love ice cream?
Yes. I can't live wiithout it.
15) If you could be an ice cream, what flavor would you be and why?
Green tea. Because like me, it has a unique taste, funky and delicious.
hahahahahaha! as in tawa ako ng tawa....tapos muka pang ako yung iniinterview at hindi si constantina...yung mga anwers, pearlfields na pearlfields eh...pero si constantina yung sumagot niyan...actually, ginamit naming pangalan ay yung tunay namin na pangalan pero since we don't post our real names here....pero yan talaga yung names namin ni constan na ginamit sa bus com...as in thomas alva edison (constan) at kurt cobain (pearl)...napahiya pa nga ako dahil sa mga pangalan na yan...hahahaha...
Interviewee: Thomas Alva Edison
Interviewer: Kurt Cobain
Position applied for: Ice Cream Seller
1) What made you decide to apply for the position of an ice cream seller?
Being an ice cream seller will exercise my skills in selling.
2) Why of all ice cream companies did you choose to apply to Manong Sorbetero's?
Because Manong Sorbetero's has green tea ice cream, my favorite flavor.
3)You have attained a high level of education. Why are you applying for this kind of position?
I don't really need a job. I was thinking of just having fun.
4) Do you have your own family to support?
No.
5) Are you parents still employed?
Yes.
6) Are you willing to work for eight hours a day in the sun or rain? Why?
Yes, because it'll be fun.
7) How much was your salary from your last job?
P640 a day.
8) Why didd you quit your last job?
I was not having fun anymore and the company didn't recognize my ideas.
9) What are your expecations for this job?
It will be hard but fun.
10) Do you think you are ready for this job?
Of course.
110 What makes you different from other applicants/
I am very hardworking and I have a positive outlook.
12) What can ou contribute as an oce cream seller for the company?
I can be fun for everybody,
13) What will you do to attract more customers?
I will be friendly to them.
14) Do you love ice cream?
Yes. I can't live wiithout it.
15) If you could be an ice cream, what flavor would you be and why?
Green tea. Because like me, it has a unique taste, funky and delicious.
hahahahahaha! as in tawa ako ng tawa....tapos muka pang ako yung iniinterview at hindi si constantina...yung mga anwers, pearlfields na pearlfields eh...pero si constantina yung sumagot niyan...actually, ginamit naming pangalan ay yung tunay namin na pangalan pero since we don't post our real names here....pero yan talaga yung names namin ni constan na ginamit sa bus com...as in thomas alva edison (constan) at kurt cobain (pearl)...napahiya pa nga ako dahil sa mga pangalan na yan...hahahaha...
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Wednesday, May 02, 2007
wow...kasi may song na ang title ay hoppipolla...icelandic siya at siyempre, hindi ko naiintindhan ang lyrics...pero alam ko naman ang ibig sabihin ng hoppipolla, dahil niresearch ko...ibig sabihin nito, hopping in puddles...and the song means na live life to the fullest...
pinakikinggan ko siya ngayon, hindi ko mapigilang lumuha, hindi ko rin mapigilang hindi isipin si rj...nakakalungkot, dahil mga huling moments niya na nakasama ko siya, wala lang akong ginawa kundi nag-hi sa kanya. sabi ko nga, at least i can tell him apart from jr before he left us. pero kasi...yun lang ba yun? nag-hi lang ako, after that i didn't even care. i didn't care. alam naman nating lahat na si rj, hindi naman siya masyadong pinapansin ng mga tao noon, if anything, sila ni jr yung laging pino-poke fun ng batch. i am so sorry. coz i am so guilty. i just took him for granted. never mind na lagi siyang gentleman, laging matulungin, laging maaasahan. i really just didn't care.
even after learning what happened, i didn't know how to react. i didn't know what to say. and i still don't know.
i am asking myself, does it really matter that he's gone? does it matter nang hindi ko naman siya pinapansin masyado noon, at hanggang ngayon, minsan hindi ko pa rin siya pianapansin. please don't judge me...this is just really what i am feeling right now...
but i am still thinking about it... i really do think that i care...and i can't even find the words...na na________ ako dahil di ako makakapunta sa wake niya...i hope you know, rj, that i care...
at least, i am happy for you, that you really lived your life to the fullest. hoppipolla.
pinakikinggan ko siya ngayon, hindi ko mapigilang lumuha, hindi ko rin mapigilang hindi isipin si rj...nakakalungkot, dahil mga huling moments niya na nakasama ko siya, wala lang akong ginawa kundi nag-hi sa kanya. sabi ko nga, at least i can tell him apart from jr before he left us. pero kasi...yun lang ba yun? nag-hi lang ako, after that i didn't even care. i didn't care. alam naman nating lahat na si rj, hindi naman siya masyadong pinapansin ng mga tao noon, if anything, sila ni jr yung laging pino-poke fun ng batch. i am so sorry. coz i am so guilty. i just took him for granted. never mind na lagi siyang gentleman, laging matulungin, laging maaasahan. i really just didn't care.
even after learning what happened, i didn't know how to react. i didn't know what to say. and i still don't know.
i am asking myself, does it really matter that he's gone? does it matter nang hindi ko naman siya pinapansin masyado noon, at hanggang ngayon, minsan hindi ko pa rin siya pianapansin. please don't judge me...this is just really what i am feeling right now...
but i am still thinking about it... i really do think that i care...and i can't even find the words...na na________ ako dahil di ako makakapunta sa wake niya...i hope you know, rj, that i care...
at least, i am happy for you, that you really lived your life to the fullest. hoppipolla.
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