you know what? if you'll look from the very beginning of this blog, if you read it from the very start, you'll see just how much i've changed. and i've felt like i have really changed. i was more free then, more experimental, and truly a lot ignorant. but i don't know whether all these knowledge i have accumulated from my classes over the years have helped me grow as a person. i have found that i've locked up myself into my own box, i have been way engrossed in things that only concern me as a psychology student, i have not really realized what has been going on in my world.

i miss my arts and humaties GE subjects. i miss my english subjects. even though i still get to use english in my discipline, i've missed the creative way of using the language. if you ask me to do a short story, to compose a poem, i would have gladly tried two years ago. but know, i feel like i have lost my creative touch. i can no longer write like i used to. i can no longer string my words together enough for me to be proud of it. i can no longer be my old prided self. hahahaha....

i miss my grade six self. i also miss my grade 7 and grade 10 self.

i miss reading. i miss watching basketball. i miss writing. i miss hanging out with friends. i miss laughing. i miss my schoolbus. i miss my old music. i miss smb. i miss ron jacobs (the old coach of smb). i miss jong uichico (the one who replaced ron jacobs). i miss my basketball friends hahahahaha. i miss my old notebooks where i used to draw. i miss my old paintbrushes and paints. i miss the old summer days when i would stay late at night crafting some art-y work with my mother. i miss the violin and the smell of the rosin. i miss my old envelope containing all my violin pieces. i miss getting a wooden stand from a corner and propping in place my piece. i miss getting shouted at by my violin teacher. i miss jett, babes, and maricor. i miss the orchestra. i miss dressing up for a concert. i miss performing at ccp. i miss our performances in the bulwagan or multi-purpose hall. i miss dressing up in a filipiniana costume for linggo ng wika. i miss ang aninag. i miss cupid's exress. i miss our red ribbon getaway whenever we feel like eating a cake. i miss the nacho stand in grade 9. i miss ma'am zabala nyahahahahaha. i miss sir galam, no one will ever replace sir galam (sir, if you're reading this, i wish you'd go back to teaching, a whole lot of my upis friends would criticize me for ever liking your lessons but i really do and i don't care)! i miss lover's lane and boston garden. i miss lorna and rockman. i miss the headless swan and pa pav. i miss the media center, the center of my universe in upis 7-10 hahahaha. i miss soab. i miss press cons and press con rejects. i miss cwe and comm dev. i miss baking and ma'am principe. i miss the arrogance of the vaas. and i miss the vaas that weren't arrogant at all. i miss interviewing, especially interviewing my most interviewed interviewee (you guys should know who i'm talking about). i miss papercup at shopping. i miss eating at vinzon's. i miss singing during break with all of you. i miss teaching you dmb songs. i miss ma'am ferrer!!!!!!! omg! i really miss her!!!! i miss a lot of things and i truly miss you guys! i'm glad i'll see you tomorrow.

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